Abyss

If your job puts you into regular contact with your fellow citizens and you keep seeing the same faces, day in, day out, and if you’re even stuck long enough in the job to see children become young adults, you are tempted into the illusion that you actually know these people, at least a little bit.
Oh, boy, will you be wrong about that!

And I refuse for once to tread the “well, no-one really seemed to much care for the boy when he was a kid” path.

I put down the cracking some of the store’s windows by throwing stones at them together with a friend some years ago as the folly of youth.
He seemed contrite and polite enough afterwards.

Today my blood was boiling when he came into the store with a young man wearing a “White Pride” patch on his jacket. I didn’t say anything then, but I promised myself I’d tell him what I thought of the company he’s keeping these days next time I see him about.

Now…… my thoughts keep running in circles. So he’s hanging with nazis. Is that his worst sin? As I learned later today it is not, not by far.

There was a death in this village last year; a man beaten by his drinking “buddies”, then left alone to die. They weren’t convicted as it was unclear if the beating truly caused the death, or if some prior illness did.
One of the drinking buddies is the boy’s father.
And the boy brags about his father killing the man.

Maybe his way to deal with a horrible reality, I don’t know. And frankly I don’t care.
What kind of person goes and brags of his father killing someone to the friends of a child of that killed man?

I needed a vent; I hope you’ll bear with me….
This small village feels very unlike home tonight….

5 Responses to “Abyss”

  1. PH Says:

    :)

  2. David Says:

    Hi Mel,

    Sorry to hear of the bad elements in your village. Why would a man be beaten, possibly to death, by his own drinking buddies? That really sucks! The Nazi son of one of the beaters bragging about it sucks even worse!

    I hope life in the village will get better for you.

  3. nastyKitten Says:

    oO

    *is rendered speechless*

  4. Lynnette in Minnesota Says:

    I’m sad to say, Mel, that you will find that kind of behavior here as well. Oh, not necessarily neo-Nazi, but the blind hatred and vicious violence directed at other people for whatever reason. How does the saying go? “It only takes good men to do nothing… ” I hope you do speak out when next you run into him. Or have, since I see this post has been up for a while. You don’t have to be confrontational, just let him know that you expected better of him and are disappointed in his behavior.

  5. Lynnette in Minnesota Says:

    Good news finally for your Libyan friend, perhaps? :)

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